All this time I’ve sat back, selfishly observing, binging on the thrill of filling yet another page of the never-ending Journal. Not once have I so much as uttered a word to any of them, no matter the size of the threat, no matter the cost.
Perhaps my role was given to me by my own self and is but an excuse – it was far too easy, enjoyable and safe. I see that now.
Reading those pages, it becomes clear my indifference has played as big of a role as any in the approaching demise of Runeterra…
I feel weak, paralyzed by my own realizations, disgusted by my cowardliness, driven by my guilt. It may not be my own hand slaying all those champions and creatures, but it’s my knowledge that can save Runeterra. I know the strengths and flaws of each one of them, I’ve seen too many of their battles and learned all too well their personal agendas.
Learning – funnily enough - is what the biggest threat is motivated by. Learning at the cost of everything... My own actions have been fueled by the same desire and the cost has been just as great.
To You, Summoner...
Feel free to use the knowledge I am leaving you, I have engraved it all deep in my mind and sealed every bit of it with the numbing overlay of guilt.
Open the Journal as often as you’d like to and absorb all the secrets it has kept. My only plea is ‘Use it’! Don’t you ever stay impartial!
Oh, how I wish I’ve used this knowledge earlier! It could’ve all been different…
Legends have been born and have died times and times again before my eyes, so now I have to join them. What I keep inside my head is the biggest of temptations for his ever searching eye. But I’m armed with far more information than even he was able acquire. So I have chosen this exact day to join the Fields of Justice. It marks another death (far more significant than all the others) I could've prevented on this same day 4 years ago.
Summoner, the past and future of Runeterra, as well as my life and purpose, are now in your hands. Don’t you EVER be indifferent!